Saturday 7 July 2012

Almost my birthday. Went to the movies today, I mean, yesterday. Also thinking about erasing this thingy. I don't feel like writing anymore, not even my thoughts, not even my ideas, would be better they just diluted in time. Little by little until they wither away. I will too.

Been walking in front of cars and buses just for the fun of it, feels so nice just to watch the vehicles moving towards me, keep fantasizing one would hit me. What would it feel like? Maybe just looking for new experiences. I don't know...

10 years ago I finished Middle School. What the hell with this obsession…??? Memories and such…

(Watched TASM and, being a romance, it got me thinking, about the need of breaking out of individuality, at least as that concept is understood in this capitalist world... and the moving towards paternalism, help, weakness, social union... don't know... suddenly I feel just idiotic thinking about those things, about analyzing popcult products, no doubt my former professors would laugh at me... )