It's not my time

Thank God I almost got completely over from my finger's wound. It still hurts a little whenever I put my hand in my pocket, which I do rather often, since I keep my music device in it. But anyway, I can play and I can write again. That's great news. To celebrate that I'm beginning with this blog... Let's see if this lasts... I get bored of internet pretty easy... :P

First, this song from 3 doors down, the first single off their latest album... Not a great song indeed, pretty much the same than in their "17 days" record and of course, a lot like some off "away from the sun". Anyway, I liked the lyrics very much (the music reminds me of "when I'm gone"), maybe just because it seems to relate to my life.

"IT'S NOT MY TIME"

(3 doors down)

Looking back at the beginning of this and how life was

Just you and me and love and all of our friends

Living life like an ocean

Now the currents slowly pulling me down

It's getting harder to breath

It won't be too long and I'll be going under

Can you save me from this?

'Cause it's not my time I

'm not going

There's a fear in me

It's not showing

This could be the end of me

And everything I know I won't go

I look ahead to all the plans that we made

And the dreams that we had

I'm in a world that tries to take them away

But I'm taking them back

All this time I've just been too blind to understand

What should matter to me

My friend, this life we live

Is not what we have it's what we believe

It's not my time I'm not going

There's a fear in me

It's not showing

This could be the end of me

And everything I know

I won't go

There might be more than you believe

There might be more than you can't see

It's not my time I'm not going

There's a fear in me It's not showing

This could be the end of me

And everything

I know It's not my time I'm not going

There's a will in me

Now it's gonna show

This could be the end of me

And everything I know

There might be more than you believe

There might be more than you can see I won't go

No I won't go down

My interpretation: just when you're kinda sad and all that because some love failed, you just begin to find some other things that interest you. Not that you haven't seen them before, but you start to appreciate them because you need something to get a hold onto... I had this lover who I first listened the second album by 3 doors down with, and we have lot of "plans and dreams", which were finally lost because they were made out of dust. Now, some years later I have to find a way out to rebuild my own life again. I like specially the part that goes "I'm in a world that tries to take them away, but I'm takin' 'em back", sounds pretty optimistic...